Unsure when I will be able to read my old journal, bravely. I had this in my daily TODOs: "Run salih/org-search-entries-with-today-date and salih/open-journal-file-for-today". these were elisp functions that were showing me my log and journal for the same day of the current month, but for past years. Sounded like a fun idea at first, but it started to get extremely gloomy after couple of days, then weeks. Then I completely stopped doing it because it really harmed my mood. I rescheduled the activity to the far future, hopping that better me will be able to handle his feeling appropriately. He will probably come through this note in November's 21st, I hope he will be glad.