“Time is a mirror that shows us only what we choose to see.” Ibn Arabi

Thursday, 21 May 2026 the diary has been quiet for 4 days, µ for a day.



from the archives · Conventional Commits considered harmful — September 2025

As of 2026-05-20 13:05 UTC, this blog contains 284,321 words (2,079,996 characters, 42,747 lines of org‑mode) across 46 articles, 125 topic pages, 36 drafts, and 29 hidden pages. Excluding the hidden pages, that is 228,889 words which is an average of 2,471 words per article, at roughly 122.3 words/day since the first commit on 2020-01-08. Reading everything would take about 23.7 hours. The complete site (including 155 diary entries) totals 353,209 words. My personal org‑roam notes — only partially exported here — contain another 286,031 words across 673 files.

418 footnotes · 280 citations from 455 bibliography entries · 2,699 internal links · 2,730 headings · 385 code blocks · 643 org files · 1,571 git commits

I have been alive for 8,559 days (1,222 weeks, or 23.43 orbits around the sun). Since consciousness does not begin at birth — earliest autobiographical memories form around age 3.5 — I have been consciously experiencing the world for roughly 7,281 days (19.9 years). In that time, the Earth has carried me 22,025,936,016 km around the Sun and spun me 343,044,720 km on its axis. I have witnessed 289 full moons, lived through 93 seasons, eaten roughly 25,677 meals, spoken an estimated 136,944,000 words that I hope their majority were sensible, kind, and left no harm. All of this amounts to 0.00781109% of the ~300,000‑year history of Homo sapiens. According to current WHO estimates, the global average life expectancy is 73.3 years, meaning I have lived 32% of my expected lifespan, with roughly 2,602 weeks (18,214 days) remaining.